I kind of miss the person I used to be...
That person longed, yearned, pined, and was silent. This new person can't seem to find someone to attach herself to. My newfound independance is scary but cool at the same time. I have been looking through some old diary entries from over a year ago, and boy howdy. Who would have thought the people that I have in my life now and had then would be the same? Ever the same, actually - constant and steady, and as much as they can infuriate me some days, I am so thankful for them. You know, I'm not even sure that the people I am thankful for are thankful for me, but it doesn't matter to me anymore.

I had me some chinese buffet in Maine on Thursday night and I am scared now that I'm sick because of it. I did eat some fishy shrimpy type stuff... a lot of the buffet was sketchy and now I'm scared I'm going to be up all night with food poisoning or something stupid like that. Wouldn't I have been sick earlier?

AND, because I never tire of this little meme thingie, EVER.... for your enjoyment...

IN MY PANTS...

Put your media player on shuffle -- Add "in my pants" to the title of every song on your mp3 player/media player/iPod for twenty songs.

1. Clean In My Pants (Incubus)
2. I Feel So In My Pants (Boxcar Racer)
3. Big Sur In My Pants (The Thrills)
4. Wounded In My Pants (Third Eye Blind)
5. Frail In My Pants (Jars of Clay)

... my pants aren't doing very well are they, strengthwise?

6. In This World In My Pants (Moby)
7. Just A Little Bit In My Pants (50 Cent)
8. Iris In My Pants (GooGoo Dolls)
9. Mandy In My Pants (Westlife)
10. Orange Sky In My Pants (Alexi Murdoch)
11. I Want You In My Pants (Third Eye Blind)
12. Jolene In My Pants (Dolly Parton)

... lots of girls in my pants, I swear I'm straight!

13. Jerk It Out In My Pants (Caesars) Heeee.
14. The Thunder Rolls In My Pants (Garth Brooks)
15. Workout Plan In My Pants (Kanye West)
16. Push In My Pants (Matchbox 20)
17. Annie In My Pants (Our Lady Peace)
18. Overjoyed In My Pants (Jars of Clay)
19. Forget About Me In My Pants (Boxcar Racer)
20. Falls Apart In My Pants (Sugar Ray)

Compared to a year ago...

1. The Bastard In My Pants (The Tragically Hip)
2. Watch The World In My Pants (Boxcar Racer)
3. It Is Well With My Soul In My Pants (Jars of Clay)
4. Sexy Ways In My Pants (Trini Jacobs and Kevin Little)
5. Crawling In My Pants (Linkin Park)
6. I Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You In My Pants (Colin Hay)
7. Get The Funk Out In My Pants (Extreme)
8. Whats Going On In My Pants (4 Non Blondes)
9. Grace Too In My Pants (The Tragically Hip)
10. Almost In My Pants (Sarah Harmer)
11. The Christmas Song In My Pants (The Raveonettes)
12. Sunny Side Of The Street In My Pants (Face to Face)
13. Needful Hands In My Pants (Jars of Clay)
14. Sometimes In My Pants (Reach The Sky)
15. Porcelain In My Pants (Moby)
16. Every Morning In My Pants (Sugar Ray)
17. Can I Walk By In My Pants (Jazze Pha ft. Monica)
18. Round Here In My Pants (50 Cent)
19. A Whisper In My Pants (Coldplay)
20. Wicked Game In My Pants (Chris Isaak)

Good night to all, I am going to bed... IN MY PANTS!

:)

I'm in a terrific mood, the best place for me in a mood like this is BED!